Monday, November 10, 2008

HomeComing

These past couple weeks have been pretty busy for me. I just so happen to be procrastinating right now which is why I am typing a post for this blog. I really need to get started on this IRB form and edit my paper but I digress, I will continue to procrastinate for about 4 more minutes. Well, this weekend I went to homecoming and it was pretty cool despite the fact that this expensive party that I paid a ticket to was an absolute BUST!!!! and you best believe I will be getting my money back! but I realized that this weekend made me realize how much I just miss NC. I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss the good looking guys, I miss flirting, but it also made realize that I don't miss the games that people play. I don't even know if its a game that this person is playing, but I've just never met anyone who was so SHIFTY before in my life!!! So just to rewind a bit. The person that I'm referring to I liked a couple months back and I saw him this weekend and I didnt really know what to expect since we hadnt talked in a while. I just know that I was really disappointed in how he said he was going to call but never did...in fact I called him about 2 weeks later and his response was pretty much 'oh I mean I didnt think it was a big deal, I was doing my thing'...I'm a communicator and I don't need to be communicating with a person on a daily basis to have a friendship...but I really hate inconsistency because it makes one look unreliable. Anyway, we saw eachother this past weekend, and things seemed cool. So we planned to hang out a bit and he told me to text him, which I did and I called but he never responded...and still hasnt and I don't believe he has any intention to either because I'm sure he is doing his thing. So now I reminded about what I hate...again...I've been doing quite well for a while now you know. Just focusing on the career and way less on shifty friendships and guys. I just hate that I thought we could actually be speaking again but I guess I thought wrong. Well I could write more but I think my 4 minutes are up so...yeah oh and I leave you with this song even though it has NOTHING to do with my post but just the title :-) Enjoy!

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